Sanji x reader - Gentlemen part 5

Sanji x reader- Gentlemen part 5

Sanji was waiting for your answer. Silence was filling the gap between the two of you as you had a mental agreement with yourself.

‘TELL HIM!’ you screamed to yourself.  Wanting to listen to yourself your mouth disobeyed you. You wanted to tell him but you were scared. You liked Sanji, you always did from the beginning.   Your feelings develop when you were being ‘Mori’ during the first weeks of living on the ship. He treated you like were his little sister.

In ways you didn’t want that to change but you also wanted him to treat more than that, as a lover.

“ Um……..no…,” Sanji gave you a confused look of what you said.

“I-I  mean C-Chopper is adorable but……….y….ump”  You were cut off by someone hugging you from behind. You had no clue who it was but you heard sounds that was close to crying.

“(Name)!!!!! Y-you left me alone…. ALONE!!! You hear that….. I had to be here ALONE!!! You know I hate that…….Drew was here but he was at school most of the time……..And I couldn’t see how you took care of us. I tried taking care of Drew when you were away but I couldn’t he’s a little demon. A DEMON!!!”

The guy continued to ramble off words, “I’m so glad your back……I missed you. Drew really missed you too.”  At this point you knew exactly who it was. It was Mathew A.K.A Mattie. Mattie he lived you as well but you didn’t consider him your son, but more like an annoying brother.

“Mattie……Get Off!!!” You said as you ripped him from you. When he let go of you, you saw tears in his eyes. Mattie was much taller then you. Well it made sense, after all he was older than you as well.Only a year or two.

“Mattie…..I’m sorry I left you.” You wiped the tears from his eyes, “I’m back now, so that’s all that matters right?”

His tan skin and long brown hair matched perfectly as the light from the sun shined on him. The wind blew making his hair fly from his shoulders. Mattie began to smile and spoke, “Right…….Welcome home.”

You laughed and grabbed the key that hid underneath the place mat. Before you open the door, Mattie stepped in front of it not allowing you to pass. “Mattie let me through!”

“NO!”

“LET ME THROUGH……..NOW!!”

“but……you can’t see the house….” He whined.
“What did you do?” You raised your eyebrow at him.

“It wasn’t me it was Drew…….Like I said he’s a demon.”

“Uggg…….just let me through.” You were tired from the loss of sleep and wasn’t in the mood for arguing.

Mattie realized you were in a crabby mood and stepped to the side. The door opened to a giant mess with dirty clothes, toys, clean clothes, and trash everywhere. There was bunch of food all over the walls.

You began laughing. Sanji and Mattie looked at you like you became insane. “O it’s good to be home.”
“Mattie could you help Sanji put the groceries up? While I clean.” He nodded his head and took the bags out of your hands. You started cleaning and by the time they got done the house was half way clean.  

“What how did you..”

“This is the mess that Drew makes in a day,” you interrupted, “I’m surprised it wasn’t worse.”

You went back to cleaning as Mattie and Sanji watched you. Sanji offered his help many times but you denied it. You wanted to clean this house by yourself for the last time. A part of you wanted to stay but the other half wanted to go and stay living with the Strawhats.  You tried not to cry remembering all the memories you had with Drew and Mattie.

Once you finished you had a billion smiles on your face. You admire your work. “Alright, It’s done!!” you shouted without realizing it, “Now let’s make dinner!”  Mattie started heading to the kitchen before you pulled him back. “Not you…..”

“Aww……come on (name)…..I promise I won’t make anything explode.”

“no……But you can go find Drew and tell him to show the Strawhats around for a bit longer.”

“Yes Ma’am!” He dashed through the door leaving a dust trail behind. You began working in the kitchen making the potato soup. Sanji join in. It was nothing but silent in till you decide to break it. “Sanji, Thanks for helping me.” A brush or red crept onto your (skin color) cheeks.  He didn’t say anything plus he didn’t look up from chopping the potatoes. You began to worry that you mad him mad.
“What’s wrong?” You said as you put the ingredients into the pot. Sanji still wasn’t talking to you. You weren’t going to let him pout so you went behind him and tug at his blue shirt. “Why won’t you talk to me? Did I do something wrong?” You felt him move were his back wasn’t facing you but his chest.

Sanji set his hands onto your shoulders. “It’s not you…..It’s that…..there’s someone that I like……and I think that they like me back but I’m not sure. Because that person keeps on wanting to be around other people besides me. Allowing them to hug them and touch them. This person is wonderful they are brave, adorable and they like to sleep.”

Tears went down his face. Your heart felt like it was being ripped. For two reasons Sanji loved someone else and you knew who and this person mad him cry. How dare Zoro hurt someone as sweet as Sanji! He is such a bastard!

You brought him into a hugged. Tears fell down your face as well. “I’m so sorry Sanji, Your heart shouldn’t be treated this way. Just remember you’re a wonderful person. If that person doesn’t want to except you just move on.”
Your grip on Sanji tightens as you continue to embrace him in a hug.

|*| Sanji’s Prov |*|

‘(name), you talk about yourself that way.’ I thought. My face turned different shades of red as (name) held me against her. I want to stay near her like this forever. I could smell the flower sent of her (hair color) locks of hair. Her hair had grown quickly. It’s beautiful. All of her is, why can’t she see that I love her?

(name) started to pet my hair. It felt nice. I stopped crying to listen to her heartbeat. That wasn’t the only thing I heard. She was crying herself
.
I pushed her away and looked into her (eye color) eyes. “Why are you crying?” I asked. I couldn’t believe I didn’t notice it earlier.

“The person that you loved hurt you and that’s not right. You’re an amazing person. If he wants to treat your heart that way, I won’t stand for it. You deserve better. Even if it was me that did that to you I would say so too.”  She replied.

‘HE!? Did I hear that correct? Who does she think I love then?’ I wondered to myself.

|*| back to your prov|*|

Sanji looked at me confused. ‘Did I say something weird?’ you whispered to yourself, ‘O god that last part!! Man he must know that I like him now. Damn it! Why did I have to say that?’

It soon became awkward between you two, but it was saved by the oven beeping. The cake was done. You went to the stove and took out the chocolate cake. It was Drew’s favorite. You set it out to cool.

You and Sanji became busy cooking again. Not long after, Mattie ran in screaming. “(name)!!!! I Got a Boyfriend!!!!! I’m Gay (name), I’m gay! Guess who it is!”

You always knew he was gay but you never knew that there was any other guys on the Island that was. You was about to guess the Sean kid that lived in town but behind Mattie stood Zoro. Your eyes began to tear up. “That’s wonderful,” You said without breaking your smile. You then dismissed yourself and went up to your old bedroom. You ran to your closet and cried.

‘Stupid Zoro!!! Why does he got to hurt Sanji like that!’